Aurelia

During the holidays~!
Yes yes!!! Back to school after the so called 2 weeks holiday but i dun even get a rest…Sigh~! OMG! Through the holiday really dun get enuf sleep eh. And its like everyday. 1st day of holiday which is 24th may accounts extra class from 8 till 12. Then continue RC AGM (announcing our retirement. sad la.haha) from 12 till 4… APU…. That was my most tiring day of the month.. Luckily on that week our church choir sang on sunday. Otherwise i oso dunnoe how to sing.. hahaha.. Later i announce to go through the response oso sound dead… LolZ! Okie then, the next day, 25th May, went to my law talk.. Have to reach at 8 so can u guys imagine wad time i woke up??? Sigh~ Dahla its not a short talk.. And dunnoe wad the hell that person is talking abt… Me and Nat were like playing PSP and listening to music through the talk.. hahahaha.. And yea, we meet new fren. I know.. ITs like *wow* hahaha… A 5 hour talk and yet got new fren… Cool~! Okie then, 26th and 27th got extra class again in the morning. Have to wake early again. Then 28th got tuition. After that went to test on the 29th. My law test which i failed… Sigh~! Was actually planing to re take again the next day but was a little afraid. haha.. So i took it on the following thursday which was on the….5th… yea… And i finally pass.. Woo hoo! Forget wad i did on friday liaw. I think that was the only day I get to sleep my head off till around 1 or 2… lolz! then then…. I know i woke early on that sat. But i forgot for wad liaw. I think is mum gua. Want me pei her.. Then the next day also.. Sunday.. Mum woke me up want me pei her again… Its Gawai and yet i’m like at home doing nothing.. Except for going for badminton in the afternoon.. Lolz! When its public holiday, really dun get to sleep till late late cos I’ve got a human being alarm.. Hahahaha… so proceed to wed, the 4th, the only holiday which i have time to go out for a play with frens.. So unbelievable rite?? Aurelia o~~ Aiyo… And yet only go out to play after one week of holiday flew off.. Sigh~! Go play laser tag with Elaine and her frens.. hahaha… Really had fun on that day.. thanks dear sis! =p it was also the day that they announced the increased of petrol price to RM2.70 per liter after 12pm.. WTF!!!! Then on Friday, got tuition at 9 till 12 then break for 2 hour 30 minutes then continue again from 2.30 till 5.30.. Same subject summore which is add maths.. Killing me man! then at night go to church choir practice. Church frens see me also feel like sleeping cos i give them the sleepy eye look.. XD Next day, tot that i have to went for a talk again and have to reach there at 8… who knows after paying and filling in the forms, once wanna "cap jari" it says, calon tidak cukup umur.. And again i was like WTF!!!!!! And yet the instructor ask me to go!!!! Wad a waste of time and petrol… And my mum were like mumbling… U know la.. Petrol prices increase dy… sigh~! And yea, that was my last nite of holiday, so went out wit daphne cos she say wanna borrow my laptop to do her presentation thingy. So off we go to starbucks at airport… Sit there till 12 liddat… Then went off to eat supper… Hahaha.. reach home around 1am. Then watch movie till… 6.45am!!! yes its 6.45am!!! I din even realized the time. But when i look through the window, its already bright. I tot i were dreaming.. So keep looking at the clock and not only one clock… hahaha.. who knows incase the clock spoil rite?? XD

Back to school!!!!
Monday, back to school… Its like a lot of difference eh…. One of it is that, hahahaha.. most of the form 5’s prefects aren’t wearing their prefects uniform anymore.. Old liaw ba. retire dy bar… hahahha… So especially ja ja. She look like a form2 kid in her blue uni… lolz! Next, the absence of Mary and xu vin… Yes! I suddenly feel the quietness of the school early in the morning.. XD Sound so wrong??? but its true ler… hahahha.. No one to warm up with in the morning maybe.. Lolz! Really miss the both of them eh…. And we got new teachers sesat looking for the class.. She’s like keep looking on the class name, and berulang alik in front of our class… Lolz! My classmates tot wads wrong with her, tot that she want to look for someone kah… hahhaha… And yea, 1st day go back to skul kena marah liaw.. By my sejarah teacher, cos le, i fail my sejarah lor.. But for me is like so wad?? Dun give a look on sejarah mark wad.. lolz! But her words really hurt me lar.. Whole day bo mood in school after she said that… She blame me for keep going to choir prac, "nyanyi nyanyi la.. tak payah belajar lagi kah??" the innocent me was like ‘Har’?? "apa dia cikgu??" Then she’s like, "mahu nyanyi lagi kah??" I was like " no more bah!. Already retire lar!" Actually dun dare to tell her that we haven’t complete our uniform mistress job. If she knew it, i dunnoe how long will she take to lecture me.. And damn!!! If I fail my sejarah again next term, she’s gonna send me to the principal! Wad de…. Urgh!!!!!! It makes me hate sejarah more!!! How how how????? really can’t get those stupid thing inside my head wad..> haihz!!!! Sien-ness of going to school…. SIgh!!!

I know.. I keep telling myself it really had nothing to do with me.. but why?? why issit still bothering me??? Till now… Maybe its because I really treated her as a part of my family??? But sometimes i think, its still really non of my business rite??  I just really dunnoe how to deal wit it la!!! Sigh~~ Wad is God trying to tell me now??? Forget abt it??? she’s not a real fren??? But in this world who is perfect?????????? It is not easy to put down or to let go a fren who u’ve known and have been so close for 10 years!!!! ITs not at all!!! I’ve tried my best to not to care! And its not my 1st time doing so… Sorry but to tell u the truth, I’m really DISAPPOINTED in you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really regret of supporting u to jump inside that well!!!!! And now u can’t climb up…. Till when will this go on???????  For now, I really wish that i never knew u before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then i won’t have to act nth happened when i’m talking to u.. I dont have to act like I’m happy for u!!! I dun have to act like I DONT EVEN CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really wanted to know y is this happening??? I’ve got disappointed by so many ppl lately.. Till I learn how to let go.. I really learn a lot in this… Shud i say thanks to u guys for letting me learn???? And after that get lost!!!!!! For hurting me so badly???? The worst thing in life is to be disappointed by the person who u care for. A person called fren or Sister??? Yes, and today is not one or 2 but think back there are 3 of u! And all this happened in this 2 months! Oh and ya, think back again, its all because of guys!!!!!!!!!! Find a rite one wont u guys?????? Break up, so wad????? Going off, so wad?????? There are millions and billions and zillions of guys in this world!!! I feel that i’m really useless lar…… There are so many things in my heart which i dun even dare to say it out.. But i only can blog it out.. Im afraid that when i say it out, we’ll be enemies… Old frens, do u still remember the promises we made when we are only 10 or 12?? If u dont, i do…. I remember all the things we use to do… The times we use to care for each other,ya even though i care for u more often cos u’re like a little kid, like a little sister to me.. Sumtimes, i really wish that all this never changed, we never grow older, and we can laugh and play together… But i know that its really impossible.. Time is running, and it’ll never stop. Things is changing and it never fail to. Everything must be different because this is wad we say, a journey called LIFE! But I really wish that there will be one day, where we all realized how much burden and how bad we have hurt each other and i know that its possible.. Though we cant changed back the time, but a wound can be heal rite??? And by that time, everything will be like before will it??????? We’ll laugh together,play together and even talk lots of craps again???? I wish*

Today, 23rd of May! 2 of our beloved teachers will be leaving us for further studies. Though we feel very sad cos they have to leave us, but we’re still happy for them. Hope they wont forget us and will keep in touch always. All the best to them and may god bless the both of them always! They’re really a very good teachers. They understand us and help us in everything. Not only that, they support us all the time. In choir, We all agreed that without them, there wont be the us today, winning the competitions, having the spirit to work as a team and even the courage to join the group! See how much they mean to us??? Lolz! Now lets see wad we have done for them today! By the way, pictures of cutting the cake today is with them.. haha.. Wait i grab from them baru post!

    The cake we bought!

    Enjoying the cakes! Notice our teachers wasn’t there?? Yea! They have briefing in the staff room so they’re gone after cutting the cakes and photo shots.

    Edith and Anas! Nang candid lah ia.. haha…

    The taste of the cake is expressed through their faces! haha

    Say cheese!!!! Hehe~!

     Miss Mary and me! Nice picture before she leave! =)

    Me and Miss Su!!! Finally get to take a picture with her! haha…

    There!! haha.. I manage to grab one group pic form miss mary’s profile! Blek~! More to be upload!! (hopefully i get to grab) Lolz!

I’m so gonna miss the both of them! Through out my school years, I’ve never meet such teachers. Haha.. And pretty lucky this year to know them. Take care always! U guys will always be the best!!!! *hugs*

Ok! I know i know.. Teachers day is
like one week ago, but who cares. haha… Have been busy, I mean lazy
this few days… So today feel a bit wanna blog so blog lo… Wellz,
Teachers day really meant a lot to us rite? It is the time to thank our
beloved teachers who teaches, loved and cared for us all this while and
a time to tell them we’re sorry if we hurt or made them sad and bla bla
bla… St Teresa celebrate teachers day every year by having
performance by the students for the teachers. I’ve took some photos on
that day… Some of the performance were really amazing…. The rest,
dunnit say la.. XD

     Performance by STS band! Its always that nice! haha…

    Performance by Annie and Mildred! U go gal!!!

   Time for the coral speakers to perform! They rock! After all those
boring performance, they really keep us awake till the show ends..
Lolz!

    Teachers enjoying the coral speaking! haha.. Sit back and enjoy! Be happy teachers! =)

    Presenting……… The AUDIENCE!!! Hehehe…

    Teachers were so elegant on that day! How could we miss a photo or two with them?? haha… See…. How nice it is =P

    Another one! Love u teacher!!! *mwaks* ><

    This time a photo with my beloved teacher!!! So gonna miss her when
she leave the school! A teacher who always be there for all of us when
we needed help! Love u miss mary! hahaha…

    Me and nat nat! haha.. Before assembly =P

    Me and Vina!!!! Oh! This one is after assembly liaw… Hehe…

    Really had fun and laughter that day. Hope so do the teachers! HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all the teachers once again!!!! *peace*

从皮包里抽出我们的照片　　沙发要移到客厅的另一边

晚饭后你可以多抽几口香烟　　已经没什么人　　会埋怨

＃　晴天阴天今天又是星期天　　唯一的打算是醒得晚一些

反正我不知道怎样打发时间　　出门或不出门　　没差别

一个人到底应该睡右边或左边　　两个人每一次争吵都值得纪念

一个人偶尔感到寂寞再所难免　　你的气味　　还留在枕头边

一个人我重新适应一切不方便　　两个人不一定就成全一个世界

一个人关灯看见记忆的横切面　　

没有光线过去那些情节　　更明显＃

REPEAT #

更明显

Lolz! Got help from my mum.. Learned alot la… Hehe.. Btw, This song is jolin’s new song. Very nice la…. =)

Yes!!!!! Its that word! STRESS!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!! Today my acc paper! Die liaw! I wanna cry liaw la! 5 out of 7 question of my acc’s is not balance!!! WTF!!!!!!!!! This is like my 1st time studying so damn hard for a subject and end up, when exams come, i forget everything! Wad’s wrong wit me ar??? Haihz! I studied like 2 weeks before exam, every night! on acc only! and end up….. Dunnoe how to say la. Maybe its also cos lately too many things happened also. An arguement in the house can make me forget everything. Suddenly feel that i shud leave this place for my studies next time. But i’m worried abt mummy… Can she stand it staying at home alone when im not here?? Haihz! I know she wants me to study here. And yea i was thinking of it dy. But after that nite, I really dun feel like there’s a place for me in the house. I feel stressed for my studies already but it seems like no one understand. Think that i’m so free??? Stand in my position wont ya? Wad i learnt from all this is that, in others eyes, once a person had done a mistake, everything that she’s doing is always wrong for them. I also dunnoe why liddat. But i’m really trying to changed already!!!!!!! I know i am. Or am i trying too hard and end up u guys jz dun wanna care abt it anymore? I know for the pass few years, I’ve been lazy and my attitude really sux. But for this year, i learn to think. Still like before, thinking for others but now learn to think a little for myself. Issit wrong? I really dunnoe wad am i talking abt now. Too many things in my head. I hold back my tears, I do so too even when i think back and i tell myself that i’m strong! I AM!!!!! No one can drop me! I can stand anything! Whenever i think back of the things that happened last year, the feeling of depress and i know that its a wrong road! Rite now i’m really scared that i would go back to the wrong way again. I’m scared that others changed and do the same thing like wad i had suffered from last year! Every year one new things eh? Hope this year no more la! I really had enough. this year SPM! Thats y i learn not to care too much and concentrate on my exams. But… Seems that its not really helping. Lolz! This year its all abt my fren’s life. Sometimes, i really hope that i can suffer for them. Seeing them liddat, i really dun feel happy. Jz wanna tell u guys that, I’ll always be there for u guys.. Even though i’ve got tones of prob out there, U guys will come 1st for me =) Jz dun worry too much. Dun be too sad. And i wanna thank you guys who tell me wad to do when i’m down.. Those who listened to my probs and see or hear me crying in the phone. Lolz! U know who u r. *winks* Thanks dearly! God bless u always. I really thanks god for having all of u with me.

All this while, i tot its the best for her… I pray to God almost every time in my prayer hopping that she’ll changed back and know that, that guy really a sucker! Its because i dun like his attitude and i know that he’s leading her to a very big change! But after today, i really feel guilty and keep thinking am i doing the rite thing? Was it wrong or was it jz because its jz too late dy when things happened? Today she told me that they broke up dy. i felt happy but sad in the other way. I’m sad is because she is! I really feel like a big idiot! Making my fren sad! She tell me she’s stress abt all this! But thats life rite? I jz feel guilty. Was it an answer to my prayer by God? Or was it time for things to happened dy? Anyone know how am i feeling nw? I really dun wan them to be back together but, seeing her sad, i really wish that they never break! I tried my best to tell her that this is part of life! I really hope that she get me. If the reason is because they seldom meet, then wad’s the use of getting back together again rite? All of us have to suffer from long distance relation ship for a few years for our future next time… That is sure will happen. Sooner or later. IF liddat only oredi can’t stand, then, wad’s the use of spending ur time on him again? Might as well forget abt him la! Dun be stupid anymore la! I really feel like saying all this to u but i’m scared that it might hurt u! Have u guys ever cry for ppl who breaks?? very weird rite? I do! And its my very 1st time. Over a person who i cared alot! Jz becos she’s sad! How stupid huh? That guy is like not giving up again! Ass hole! Argh!!!!!!!!! Hate it! I really hate those who make my frens suffer! I know its hard for her to make her decision now. Whether to go back or not. I’m really confused too.. I mean like, why do i actually disagree abt their relation but when they break, i suddenly feel that my decision is wrong? Sigh~! Seeing her liddat i feel more sad! CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME WAD AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?????????? I really think that she shud not go back wit him! Like I say, its really a waste of time lo! See la now, she can’t concentrate on her studies liaw! Sien one o! Guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do they have to make us gals suffer?????? Lately, I really misses him! I also dunnoe why! Scared that i’ve fallen for him! But he’s really annoying at times! But that’s wad makes me happy some times. And without him lately, i feel like i’m very lonely at night! Argh!!!!! GOD! Help me! 

Through out this week, I’ve been through a lot i can say. Ups and down in life, thats for sure. We been through that everyday. But smth diff is that, yea, its finally my turn… Now i really feel it. I went through times when i know my close frens were ill. Times where im afraid to lose her in this world. Times where i kept asking myself, will she be fine? Or the other way round? Will she leave us all? Will God call her back? I’ve cried so many times, i’ve been down the whole week last week because of this. I broke into tears infront of so many ppl during my choir practice in church that day. I really can’t stand it anymore. Yea i understand that she doesn’t want me to be too worry for her thats y she’s not telling me what is her sickness. But y do she stopped half way when she’ve already let me know her condition and everything? I really wanted to know the name of her sickness… What is the caused of it? What can i do? Seriously, i was really really really worry abt her. Who can i share all this with? I really dunnoe! End up, all that i can do is jz cry out my heart! I prayed to God so hard hopping that he won’t take her home! I really dun wanna been through all this in this year which i wanna concentrate on my studies! I’m really sick of all this.

Does it have to happened that i have to attend a funeral every year? (touch wood) I’m not cursing or anything! But it happened twice already that i’ve lost a fren in a year since the past 2 years! Though they weren’t my close frens, but still i cried for it so badly! Wad more if to say now that it might be one of my close fren? I really don’t dare to think of how bad will I feel if that time comes! My frens and classmates kept wondering why am i crying for…. No reason? Cos they dunnoe abt this? And i’ve been lying a lot since then. In order to cover all this! Its jz a small matter compare to what she’s going through now! Though i have to lie the rest of my life for my good frens, i will do so! I jz dun wan God to call them back rite now! At this age, at this time! I know that i need to go through every trials that God give to me in order to grow everyday!

But im jz feeling too weak for all this! Maybe its because those wound from the past trials had jz recover and i’m not ready for my next trials yet! Haihz! Though she told me that she’s getting better but still i’m worried! I really hope that she’ll recover before her b’day this year! So that we can all have fun like before again! Together be in the school team to fight like last year for handball! =) If only we gets to join the competition this year! hmm… Rite now, i feel the pain where u can’t get things up when u really need someone to talk to abt it! Things where u’ve to keep it and lie to everyone abt it! Jz dun understand y some ppl can jz keep lying on everything jz to show off? I really find it very hard to tell even a single lie and the best is jz to pretend tat i dunnoe anything even though they get angry of questioning me. Sigh~! Poor me.. Sob sob T_T Oh wellz! Life! Jz need to accept it! I hope i can get through this, this time. Bla~! haihz! Really feel so tired! Hope my condition wont get worse. =( I wanna be healthy the whole year so that i can do well in my SPM! I wanna have good results! ARgh!!!!! Have been struggling lately! problems! Plz dun come to me anymore k? *gEez!

DAMN!!!!!!!!!! I tot that this year would be a nice year for everybody, Who knows baru 1st day nia dy liddat liaw… Everything was fine through out the day untill jz now around 10 smth! I was at michelle’s place. we were having fun, happy happy playing and was even planning to go to starbucks for a drink… But the evironment turn out sux and moody when their F***ing Dumb aSS shiT Hole Neighbour came home! This is how the story goes. Our fren, parked his car at his gate there (aiya, wad u expect? No place to park wad) But he go move his car dy ma when he knows that he is back…. Our fren tok to him so nicely, call him uncle summore ar. My fren ask him wanna park har? And even wave at him as a respect sign! Who knows that stupid uncle go simply scold ppl la sap kia! OMG! Who want rite?? Imagine if u din even do rong and ppl suddenly scold u liddat… Sure angry rite??? Wad more to say our that fren is like….. So my fren with his bay song-ness go and ask him to say sorry… He refuse to so they started quarreling and arguing lo… Haihz! Make till so tua su! Ppl CNY lai happy happy one but becos of tht stupid ah pek, things turn out to be liddat. It was a very big argue. They started it 1st wad.. That ah pek even ask her wife to get things out like really wanna choi su liddat… Then her wife also ask their ppl to cum.. So our fren angry lo… Say u call ppl means wad har?? U knw how to call i dunnoe mer??? The rest of us try so hard to stop them ar >< If no, oredi can see blood around the floor liaw… Sigh~! sien liaw… We actually dy wanna suak liaw, Who knows they lai kok.. Jia our fren kok…. Mich’s mum shouted too cos she bay tahan liaw… She edi want them to stop liaw ma.. That CB ah pek mouth so PB! I think he eat tiok SHit or smth ar.. Mouth damn smelly! I really dun dare to imgine wad actually will happened if no one stopped them from all this…. That word, La sap kia is actually scolding ur parents! Our fren were like, U can scold me anything but NOT MY PARENTS! U want or not now i scold ur children liddat??? Wad my mum did wrong to u??? she got sleep with u mer??? Haha.. That ah pek tiam nia… Bay chut sia kie liaw…But he still kek like he very kei sie liddat… PB ar! I heard from mich and her mum that, that ah pek very PB and Nyaw chi one…. Their flower pot ar put at their gate there, kena their place a bit nia he scold like hell and go kick their flower pot liaw.. Not only that, CNY every year they wanna put firework also cannot.. He scold like hell and go kick their flower pot again… Where got ppl liddat one??? Really crazy rite??? So jz now when we pull them all back inside the house, everyone cool liaw… So go back home lo.. Mich’s mum call me after that and tell me that that ah pek call the police! So bu jiang dau li one bo! He go tell the police that he din say anything o… He say he did nothing but all of us keep scolding them.. WTF!!!!!!!!!! So fake man!!!! But he’s still gonna be the looser cos There are more then 10 of us listening to wad he said…. If i got neighbour liddat ar, i rather die lo…. Really admire mich’s mum cos she can stand him till today! It was really terrifying la jz now… Even wanna keluar weapon liaw… Haihz! my leg were stepped so many times cos i try to stopped them… Its not call busy body la hor??? Haha… If i dun do so, wad can i do ler?? Stand there watch movie mer??? Ceh~! I’m not that type of person… But it dosnt mean that i’m the kepo type one la.. XD

Haihz! I prayed that this year wont be any quarrel between my bro and dad… Ya thank you God u listen to my prayer.. But Y must there be at least smth happened ler??? Y i can never get to be happy on the 1st day of CNY?? Sad rite??? Haihz! Next time i better add on that i hope the world will be in peace… haihz!!! OH GOD!

Year by year, month by month, day by day and time by time passed by.
Untill today, our frenship has been for years. Still remember how long?
I do, It has been 11 years for now. But why issit up till today then i
realised that instead of getting closer and closer, we’re geting far
apart. Did i made the wrong desicion that time to support u with him?
That is how and why u trusted him so much more then me now and rather
reply his every single msg but no more, NO MORE mine?
   
   
I really dun understand wad u mean by doing all this. U said before!
Though next time when we have our own BF or smth, we won’t throw any of
us away. But u’re doing so now and it really hurt my feeling! Don’t
tell me u dun realised it? Its like so obvious! It never happened
before till lately. Ur msg to me is like u dun even wanted to msg with
me. I can compare them wit the one u use to send to him. Though its
like no topic between the both of u, but u still can fill that page of
msg! Has it be that he is now more important then me? Haha… I should
have known it ever since u dun even care abt ur parents feelings to be
with him and even put me on the table in this! It has prove that he is
way much more important then anything for u now! Though u always said
that his not but, Ask ur heart! ISSIT REAL????
   
     Wad was
the thing that I’ve been telling u always? I’ve told u all the things
that I’ve been through in hopping that u won’t walk those ways! But i
know that u r heading towards them and all I can do is to see my 11
years of friendship, sister walk into it and all i can do is hopping
and praying that u’ll realised how stupid ur deed is today! Maybe u dun
hate me. But all the things that u r doing now, i really dunnoe wad can
i do. I really wanted to know wad issit that u’re treating me like! Do
u really treasure our 11 years of friendship? U told me u do that time,
and u know wad? Only a simple word like that makes me happy up till
now. But it seems like i’ve been fooled isn’t it? Its not that i dun
wanna support the both of u together. But see wad are u like now??????
That time u tell me that this wont changed anything. So i trusted u,
but do u know how much courage do i have to take out in puting this
trust on u when i think that u’re still so naif? I keep telling myself,
U’re a clever gal who knows the way, i should trust u! Dun worry
anymore! But all i see now is that, U’re not only trying to turn ur
back against me but also going out of ur mind! Dunnoe how to control or
think properly!

     U were my best friend who i trusted so much
which i tot that i can share my everything with! Yes! U do listen to my
problems, and din’t say a thing to anyone or maybe jz that i dunnoe?
but after all this, how would u expect me to trust u anymore? Trusting
a fren who u dun even know whether she still treat u as a fren or not
or trusting a naif gal and a selfish one who only always thinks for
herself? I really wanted to tell u that u r selfish! As a fren, i
accept wad u r and who u r! That is how our frenship last! But there is
always a limit! Everything has it! Even a balloon will burst if u keep
blowing it till there’s no more place for more air! Vina tell me to jz
let u be, dun msg u then if u so bay gam guan wanna reply, I really
hope that i can do wad she say but its like i dun wanna let go u know?
11 years!!

    I know that u won’t look for me if i dun look
for u! That is y things always turn out to be i took the 1st step! How
long will my anger last? Will it be long? That 3 month was the longest
time i’ve ever turn a back to u! And its all because of him! His
problem! That was actually i wanted to let u solve it urself cos i was
really tired dy cos that time I was sick and under medication after
that! When i was told that i have weak lungs that time, I really hope
that things can get better in between us! And yeah, Whenever i take the
1st step, It never fails cos i controlled! U told me u cried that time
cos u tot that i dun wanna bother abt u anymore. Was it really true?
Will u cry for our friendship? Sometimes, i wish that we can go back to
those time when we’re still in primary schools and we used to go
outside and play together. the times when we like the same things, the
same model of phones and even plan to have it next time when we worked,
the same thoughts between us! I really miss those days! rite now, I’m
really hopping things wont go worst among us! I really dun feel like
letting go this frenship! If u take my word, then take this last one,

   
Nothing is more important then FAMILY and REAL FRIENDS around u! Even
ur own BF can cheat on u! Not unless u r confident that his feelings
towards u is REAL! True friends came into ur life and will leave
footprints, No matter wad happened between u and ur Family or true
friends, they will always forgive u when u know that u’ve done wrong! I
will forgive u and I’ll wait for the day to come!